ok so hears whats up. im moving friday. and once i moce internet will be a thing of the past for a while for me. a few weeks maybe months idk yet. just know i wont be online for a while. its sad. its 3:30 am on friday. so i got a day really left of the net. its sad. So im drunk as a skunk to keep my thougts from lingering on the subject. been listening to lady gaga for a while will listen to some muse next i think' black wholes and revalations. for any of you who know twilight youll know the album i think. its good makes me tear up at times thinking about BD as i know its the cd she listend to as she wront the stand off between the cullens and the valturie so yeah. its good. i finsihsed the host today. good book made me a bit sad to think i read twilight new moon eclips breaking dawn midnight sun and the host. all SM books haha in like 2 weeks time. its crazy thats the most ive read in a long long time. needing new books seen twilight the movie 3 times if i had it id watch it right now. i loand it to my sister so its at my moms now. im a bit sad about that. i want to see it when im drunk lol maybe i would like it even more and not scrutenize it as much when im sober. eveyr time i see it i pick out more i hate baout it. moire thinging i thing the director killed, like the van scene. Edward does not leave bellas side!!! WTF he stays she hits her head cause of him. but no not in the film he stops the van and takes off. not in the book he stays there. and wtf i wanted to see him kiss her more. and i wanted to see him in front of the gym brushing her cheek every day, and the medow scene OMG dont get me started on that one!!!! OMFG!!!!!!!!!! there was none in the film its so important in the book and there is like none in the film! i got so mad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! though i cant wait to see new moon haha and eclips. and i pray to the holy vampiric story dirctors that there will be a BD movie. i want to see that so bad. so what if they cant pin Renesmee down 100% id love to see it anyway!!! come on i mean i hate how twilight came out but ive seen it 3 times and plan to see it many more. i can't break myself from it i think about it alot im gonna read the sage again soon. i know ill read it many many more times over the years. its good. i hate myself for thinking that tis a tween thing but i fell inlove with it any way. stupid book. i pray the world does not really end in 2012 lol cause they wont have time to make breaking dan if it does. haha i dont think i could die happy with out seeing it. that pathetic i know. but well im hooked. yeah im to drunk i think its time to stop this rant haha i forgot what it was even suposed to be about haahaha, well yeah hope i get back soon.

Love peace and some chicken greace to you all. not that there are really many of you fans out there hmmm

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